I was thinking today about two things
ONE is that healing sucks. Yes it sucks!
I am not referring to the actual release of old energy but of the aftermath. That feeling of insecurity, restlessness, ambiguity that follows as you subconsciously enter places unknown to you. YOU GO OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE, either by DOING something different, or by FEELING and ACTING differently.
It’s not the actual healing but the ripple effect that causes the trouble. Healing comes and is received by our Higher Self. Our everyday self though has a hard time accepting ANY change. So it makes it hard. Our memories and programming make it hard.
The SECOND thing I felt today was about drama, the tragedy. I am now writing a novel.The heroine a young woman NEEDS to GO through something drama-like in order for the book to be readable. This is how we create our lives. It’s like drama needs to appear in order to relief ourselves from it.
The other thing is that SPIRIT does not give a DAMN about our dramas. Whether we learn through nurture, nourishing, happy conditions or we learn through pain, illness or fear that is beside their clear intent which is for our human GROWTH. Evolution.
Sometimes I feel that way with my patients. They go through hardships, old souls, and my heart goes out to reach them. but my mind clear as the wind that blows, feels grateful to the lessons they receive and the AMAZING growth they go through.
It is our ego that does not accept learning conditions and not our Spirit. The ego does not accept anything out of our comfort zone either, hence we have created communities cities and countries the world through this tiny box that our ego dreamt of to keep itself safe. It is our ego who does not accept learning experiences, death, dis-eases, thus creating RESISTANCE. This RESISTANCE is what creates PROBLEMS. It is the WAY we see things. through the eyes of the status quo, through the eyes of painful atavistic memories through the eyes of guilt and shame. … LET GO and LET GOD
GET OUT OF SOME NEW BOXES NOW! Renew yourself in the NOW.
Repeat the blessed words I am sorry and thank you to yourself. Apologise for all the times you did not listen to your heart, your inner child and your inner wisdom. Say you are sorry for all the heartaches and the fears and the failures. Thank yourself for being alive for continuing to give you guidance and wisdom, for learning through some LEARNING experiences. (they do not need to be transformed to DRAMAS). They are learning experiences. The tree doesn’t moan if the wind is hard and eats away some of its branches, or strips it naked. The tree continues to grow…
SO DO YOU!!!!
All is well, all is in divine order as we speak.